Carl,you should be proud of yourself for giving it all up to take care of your mom.You sir are a better man than I. Rick,we all get the blues ,some more than others and I get my share. I have come to realize as of late how spoiled I am and if things aren't perfect in Gary's world, I really get pissed as most of you know.Hey Rick,I understand about wanting things now,but be patient about your 70.