I hope I die before I get old.

[grandsport]

Well,here is my weekly vent session but after 3 weeks I changed venues.It just seems like the start of the weekend is the worst,I really can't work anymore hours because I'm just plain tired but being home is really getting me down.Seeing what my wife is going through with her mother and how it is affecting her healthwise and financially and putting aside the relationship factor,just ain't right. I have told Lindsay many times that I will never be a burden on her,and if I can't joke around and do stoopid things in my car and be happy,life ain't worth living. She told me,"you are too cool of a dad to do that",God I hope she's right. As I have been told by many it's better to vent here and support my wife and keep quiet,but it is really tough not being able to be myself at home.